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Introduction-100 Themes ChallengeHer black locks were like dark satin ribbons, flowing beauteously past her neck and down to her lower back. Her eyes were of a jealousy-green, like little blades of grass swaying together in the wind.
She was wild, elegant, daring.
She was what the crowd came for, to goggle over her lean body with lustful eyes.
As planned, the ring master circled round the ring and made way to center, his fancy top hot with just a single satin stripe, suit perfectly worn.
"Tonight, we shall witness what others have not before dreamed of. A mystical creature that never fails to win affection of the crowd, our best performer and entertainer...the beautiful,lean,elegant....Belle dame!"
The velvet curtains swept to the side, the stage lights flickered off. A drum roll rolled through the audience.
A bloody shriek echoed through the tent, and the audience cheered, with the thought that this was just another part of routine.
The stage light flickered to the middle of the ring, where the ring maste
TrappedThere was this little voice, that kept saying these few words to me every now and then...it became louder, but I pushed it away. Then it started screaming, so I kicked it a few times. It shut up. Now it's scratching at the back of my mind.
It whispers: "You wish you had hid body, don't you?"
"I bet your jealous."
"You know you wish you had that part, don't lie."
I remember I used to tell myself things like: "Wow, I wish I was him!" and "I wonder what's like...I wish I knew.."
Of course I just pushed that away too.
I'm so confused, I feel trapped, cornered, helpless.
I KNOW I AM GQ...
but I wish I had a male body to be it in.
I don't know if there's a term for it, it would be so much easier. Has anyone else ever felt and or still feels this way? I want a male body so much...if I were to wake up tomorrow a biological male, I'd cry tears of joy.
So many worries.
Anyone? I HATE this so much!
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